27 February 2011

Dear Jack


27 February 2011 4:44am

I wanted to write a rhyme for you but it just became too deep for me so I had to stop...
I just want to thank you for the person you introduced yourself to me as, I probably don't know you that well at all, but I know you through our experiences and that’s enough for me.

Happy growth day cause we both know that you are way ahead of your time… You are on some wisdom level now lol. I'm never appreciative towards you but I do appreciate you in my system. I sometimes sit and wonder how God decided to make you the way you are. I live my life thinking, if so and so was just like Jack my life would be that special. I've never met a guy who cares and you can feel the love and care, even though you haven't seen him in ages.

I think God sat there and wrote a song and you were made. You bring melody into my life. I can never think about you and music not be the result. I think you are Moledi for a reason and your name has followed you on some other un-understandable way. You are comfort. You are care. You are love. You are character. You are music to my ears.

Lol, I feel like I’m writing a love letter to you lol or if someone read this, they’ll be on some, “she is totally sprung” lol… You are amazing lol, I don’t even know how to turn you into words. I feel like you are bloody important to me, like no, like seriously, you are important to me. I mean, who else would try to reason with a person who is crying for nothing nje just cause they are drunk? Who else puts the world on pause cause "Dee is not on the bus"? Who listens to a crazy girl talk rubbish forever?

I have never met a guy who is so content and that’s just motivating nje futhi mxm, I’ve never met anyone like you!

I feel like I met you at the right time and you became my hunbun and that was enough for me. I look up to you, not because you strive to dress like you have a shop opened up just for you or because you raid your own status updates but because you make me laugh at random things that normal people wouldn't laugh at.

You introduced me to the concept of "Freedom through being Me". I look at you and I probably think we are drifting but I don't mind because in my heart, I carry you wherever I go. I carry you in my spirit cause I know no one will find you and I pull you out like a prized possession (of which you are) and I polish you in public then place you safely where you belong.

You make me happy in the heart like good music and to me, that’s what the gift of life is. You are the epitome of what we refer to as a fantastic friend... one in a million and no gift, speech or party will ever express my appreciation of you.
I love you like an Indiana Qi!

And before I go on and on and on and on... I'll just say,
You are a halla halla typo situation!


Happy Birthday and may God bless you accordingly and beyond your expectations

31 December 2010

My 21st Birthday





I decided to be the Queen of my life and we can all see it... I thank my mother for her efforts though... Pimping me up in a dress and cake and my friends coming to share my day with me was all good. God bless that soul!

28 December 2010

When I write

When I write I can feel my whole world shake cause I put my heart on a piece of paper...
Every heartbeat is a rhythmic pump, a soulful thump, a measureless jump...
When I address my current situation, I feel like I'm falling deeper and deeper
In this hole I'm digging myself a directionless future
Every heartbeat is like an earthquake, cracking my soul into rout-less apertures

When I write I feel the paper bleed, a silent creed, so easy to mislead, because all I can do is plead
My heart acts like fire works, celebrating the beginning of greatness
Singing the chorus of the emancipated
Disputing the thoughts of the forsaken
Creating a life of soundless breathes taken
And probably hour less minutes that will forever be mistaken
For something as simple but daunting as a heart broken

When I put this black ink on my pure notepad, I mark a series of my life unspoken
But yes of course its written
Never to be forgotten
Memories shared and so many sad and unforgiving
in this bitter life I dry up yet humbly I am soften
By the fabric of the Most High, who gave his only begotten

Today I grow because when I write I get an authentic glow
Something not easy to blow
But forever I write cause in me, its my moral right
To share with you, what happens if I might
Decide to recite

I write because my heartbeat vibrates the pulse of success...

I write what I write


PS: Don’t try to understand cause I don't..

11 November 2010

This Is My Recent Craze..

Happy Birthday Lethukuthula Zimu



This is one of my best friends and he is turning 21 today so I would like to wish him all the best in life and I pray God blesses him in was unimaginable to mankind and that he can feel Gods grace cover his life on all ends... I love you very much Lethu, I love you very much my friend and I hope you had a day to remember!

MEEEEEEE!!!!




This is me looking too phly... I love it when my beauty manifests itself in ways unimaginable...

Long Time Coming

Wow... Its been a while since I blogged, life is just too complicated. Actually, thats a lie because if I can make time for all the other things I do, mainly sleeping, then You best believe that I can make time for my blog! Oh well... I miss this place hey... Well soon we will see whats the wait about. I've been on some other musical tip, from the group I sing for to the music I play on the regular... I really have grow hey but thats for some other time...

I have decided to make this a personal blog and I'll just write! But mostly, I'm going to promote Mzansi artist..

Oh Well.. feels good being home... hope the stay is real...